I miscarried on March 28th... The pain was/is unbearable... Not the physical but the emotional... I have my moments were I'm okay... Happy.. Smiling... And then a song or commercial comes on and I lose it... I miss my baby so much... I keep asking myself was it something that I did and why did it happen to me... The anger.. The pain... My husband has been trying to cope in his own way... But his main concern is me.. Making sure I'll be okay... And I don't know if I'll ever be okay... I don't know if I can handle another loss like this.