I have a average 26 day cycle been trying for going on 9-10 months. Every month I symptom spot I get my hopes up just to be let down I'll be 32 in Sept and feel like it's never going to happen. I know me and hubby can have kids because I have had four. We lost our daughter a few years back ago and just want to complete our family with one final child. I am over whelmed and kinda feel like I am over it but then I think I am just heartbroken.