Can't stop feeling upset..
Okay so my husband left his phone in the living room while he was doing homework in the office. I decided to go through it (I know I shouldn't have) but I did. I was looking at the history on his internet and saw that he'd been on Reddit and then there were a bunch of links to img's. Naturally I wanted to know what the pictures were, even though now I don't. He had been on some page for 18+ that had screenshots of dirty snapchats. They weren't ones he had received, just ones someone else had uploaded. But obviously he was using them for sexual purposes.
I don't know if it's because I'm 37 weeks pregnant, or if it's because I'm really uncomfortable with porn, but I'm heartbroken. I already have major insecurities with the way I look pregnant (I'm covered in stretch marks) and these girls were all super skinny.
He has said that he didn't want to have sex because he didn't want to put me into labor early (a little over a week ago was the last time and I had contractions all night after). It's not like I haven't tried though.
Basically I feel disgusting now. He's been really sweet since last night (when I found the pictures) but I just can't stop thinking about it. He brought me flowers and my favorite candy and he's said that it's his fault not mine and that he's so sorry over and over. But I just keep crying. I don't know how to handle it right now.
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