So, I had a pregnancy loss in July. I was 21 weeks pregnant. Words cannot express how hard that was. Then, I found out I was pregnant again. Went in on Tuesday the 29th for the first ultrasound and exam. 9 weeks along. Mind you, I have 3 healthy kids at home. They do the ultrasound on my abdomen. I have already had 4 other pregnancies and every single one of them had the ultrasound be vaginal. The ultrasound tech was looking for less than a minute and said that there was no heart beat. I was in utter shock. We had to wait to see the doc because she was in a meeting. But she came in and just started talking about what to do from here. I really couldn't think straight except to know that I don't believe in D&C unless there is other medical solutions. And being that I had just delivered my son at 21 weeks with nothing but a couple pills... I wanted that route. As she was handing me the pills... My hubby spoke up. He said he wanted to wait and have a second ultrasound vaginally. Why the heck didn't I think of this? I felt so guilty just giving up. So here I sit... Waiting. Has anyone else had this news and gone for another ultrasound to find out that they were wrong? I'm just so lost right now.