Just having a down day that's all just turned 35 I have a 8 year old daughter who is perfect and a brilliant man all I want is another child . I don't want to be a older mum but it's not a choice I have anymore I've had two miscarriages. Just started using ovulating sticks ....think I'm obsessing too much and need to chill so as of Monday I'm concentrating on my weight rather than a baby maybe that might help ?