Was my decision. I went to get the abortion by myself because at this time four was back at college. It was the most traumatic experience. I cried there and after. I went to a planned parenthood because that was my only option and I wasn't gonna tell my family. I got a picture of the baby before I had the abortion. It looked just like a cashew. I loved my baby. I still love my baby. Not a day goes by that I don't think about my baby. Right now I would have just had my baby if I hadn't terminated my pregnancy. Sometimes I regret it. Sometimes I feel like a killer. I would never hurt my baby. I love my baby so much. I just felt like I had to make the best decision. I don't know if it was the best decision anymore. I miss my baby and I didn't even know him/ her yet. I'm saying this because I just came from seeing four for a week and without any birth control and his refusal to wear condoms plus his refusal to pull out and us having sex 2-3 times a day. I'm sure I'm pregnant again. It's the same exact situation just 9 months later. I'm 17 and he is 20 now. He is still in another state. I'm a junior in high school. Idk what to do. Is it even fair to bring a child into a situation like this? Even when I'm still a child myself ? What do you think of abortions? What would you do in my situation?