I feel like the joke is on me. 3rd cycle since my miscarriage. 11 years of infertility. Zero living children. I'm beginning to just not want to do this anymore. I went and bought ovulation kit today. I hate this. My temp never dropped. It stayed above my ovulation temp. I don't understand this. I'm hurt, tired and fed up. I've got to find hope for this next cycle. My pcos seems to be in control. My last cycle was 30day. That's the shortest cycle I've ever had. I just wish I'd get my rainbow baby. :/ just feeling lonely, like I'm the only one. Ugh. Hormones suck.