I know I'm not alone and that many women go through this, but the isolation, loneliness and emptiness just feel like they'll be there forever.  It's a constant battle of knowing that life goes on and yet feeling like a part of me has died, and there's nothing I can do about it.  I keep waiting to feel like myself again, but I fear that I'll never be the same again.  I am aware of how dramatic that sounds, but I just can't seem to get through a day without it occupying my thoughts.  The sadness of knowing there are so many of us with angel babies is overwhelming, love to all of you going through this.