Struggling with emotions

Mellissa

Hi everyone.....

I am 37 years old TTC #2....first is 5 years old now....it took me a long time to be ready for baby number 2....now that we are trying I struggling with the emotions of a few things.

1. IUD Mirena Crash - had it in almost full 5 years.....I wasn't expecting the emotions and imbalance that came from taking it out. We removed it Feb 8

2. My periods OMG they are bad heavy all 4 days then stops massive cramps and mood swings off the charts.

3. The disappointment when the test comes back negative.....the whole week leading up to taking the test I am moody and it isn't fair to my husband or first born.....making us reconsider trying.......I know we have just started it is just harder then we thought.....

Are there others like me?