I Survived My 2nd BFN Month
I know some of you've been at this TTC thing much longer than I have, but today I'm celebrating that I survived my second month trying to conceive without a positive. My last HPT said "Not Pregnant" and it crushed me so much I had trouble getting out of bed this weekend. I had no idea my desire to be a mom was so intense. I resolved yesterday that maybe it was a false negative and maybe AF wouldn't come!!! But I dared not test again because I couldn't bear to see those words again. AF isn't due til tomorrow and I started spotting Sunday. "Implantation spotting??? Maybe 😄"
Today at work, spotting was a little heavier and accompanied by premenstrual cramps, so I don't think is my month. But I am deciding, instead of getting depressed about it, to just pick myself up, celebrate the love between my sweet husband and me, and to enjoy the process until we make a baby.
Maybe it's silly to go through these emotions after only two months of trying, but they're my emotions nonetheless, and it's a real process that I don't think I prepared for. People don't talk about the emotional ups and downs with trying to conceive. So I decided to share my experience this month. If you're trying with no luck, I hope you find the strength to pick yourself up, enjoy the process and try again.
Blessings to you striving mamas ;)
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