I really just need to vent I guess. My husband and I have been ttc on and off since 2014. Af is expected Friday and this was our first month using clomid so I tested today out of excitement and hope. Of course it was negative. And I just don't know how much longer I can do this. That negative was so heartbreaking and I don't want to keep doing this and feeling this way month after month. Its just so frustrating and upsetting.