It's been a little over 3 weeks since we went through our miscarriage. I can't help but constantly think about the development changes that would be going on inside my tummy, and where we would be at right now, happily planning for a new addition in our family, a new chapter together, I can't help but cry when I see a pregnant mom or another friend announcing their pregnancy, knowing we never got to that point, the point of telling our loved ones that we were expecting, we never got that joy. One day we will, but right now we just get to sit here and be sad thinking about what could have been and what was lost before our baby even got to know what the world was like. Instead they are waiting for us in heaven, one day we will meet but until then we will sit here and think about what could have been.