Crazyness

Hannah

Just got back from hospital...implantation type of bleeding has stopped but cramping got way way worse. This has been happening for two days...then I was taking a bath tonight and bamm out of nowhere got even more intense pain and all I can compare them to is contractions, less painful but similar feeling..I would compare them to small contractions.....

Went to only hospital in Tucson without obgyn staff of course. Blood and urine pregnancy test came back negative. But idk I just don't know if I believe that. I feel like the hormone levels just aren't coming up yet . She referred me to obgyn though...

What troubles me is that even if I do end up w a positive later...it still doesn't explain to me such intense pain. I've read other people discuss implantation aches but this seems on another level. I mean I was questioning miscarriage or eptopic (?) Pregnancy even... It's intense. The doc (finally) said she thinks they are extra bad period cramps, but I know myself and I don't have period cramps that bad at all, and even so am pretty good w pain... I just feel like no one understands what I am feeling and it is driving me mad d d.

Because at this very moment I feel the strange pain and sensations all scans came back fine no positive result but damn just because other people don't see it doesn't mean it isn't very real to me. Just frustrated. Research said 3-4 days after implantation for positive blood test and a few more for at home urine one...so idk...we shall see. But still confused about pain .