Okay so. ???

Hk Girl • Okay guess that needed updating. I am now 34 years old and not getting any younger I have currently had 15 miscarriages and have been trying for 6 years.
So my cycle was supposed to start on the first, I spotted.. Then  the app said I was supposed to start yesterday I did spot thinking it was going to start and today there is nothing, it's still early so it can still change 
If I don't fully start today should I test or still wait it out?
I'm devastated and heartbroken if this is my true cycle