Bfn 11 dpo & today 12 dpo

Briie
Af is due on 9th of April. I hope not fingers crossed. I used preseed  for 2 cycles after I would  put my  legs up  lol also I had cramping and my left side was hurting felt like it was by my ribs & I have been constipated for 3 days now sorry tmi  nipples sore off and on I have been taking naps after I get home from work  I can say I have been Falling asleep a little earlier than before  I just want to be pregoos. I had a d/c  last year in March and trying  for another  baby. I'm getting depressed why am I not pregnant yet !!😫  when I was pregnant before I got A BFP after missed period so maybe that's when I'm supposed to get my BFP ?? I No every pregnancy is different  ... feeling blah  😪 please help  any one else feeling the same!!