So random

So in 2014 I lost my virginity at age 21!!! And i said to my fella (who wasn't a virgin) if it made him feel ..... 'powerful' taking it.... But powerful is completely the wrong word!
 I need a word which is better, like privileged.... But not even that cause it sounds like I'm so special and he should be lucky etc and by saying that I sound so big headed, do you know what I mean??? 
He said did I mean dominant... But again that's to strong of a word....
Help a girl out pleaseeee, like I said this is totally random but it's annoying me how I can't get the word I'm looking for!! Lol 
Thanks 😘