I know I shouldn't stress, because it's bad. But I just found out I'm pregnant again, and I just had a miscarriage at the end of January. I'm so afraid that I'm going to go to the doctor and they are going to tell me something is wrong. Every time I feel a cramp, I have a small bout of anxiety. I want to change my appointment date, but I don't want to wait any longer to see my doctor. I found out something was wrong with my baby January 14, which was the first appointment. My first appointment for this new pregnancy is April 14, and it just makes me so nervous. I want to just be happy, but the truth is, I am absolutely terrified of finding out more bad news. I don't think I can handle it. But I am so ready for this baby, we already have a son who is two...