So I need to vent right now, lately all my mom has been doing is bitching at me. I honestly feel like a fuck up tbh. I'm trying so hard not to cut again. I'm crying atm, I feel worthless and wanna give up, but something inside of me is keeping me alive and telling me I can do it. I wanna escape from the madness, because right now I'm trapped in a box with my demons inside . Literally right before she yelled at me , I was having a good day and my mood was great.. Sheesh 🙄