Do I want it more

Do you ever get the feeling that you want to be pregnant more than your partner? We lost a baby at 5 months, 2 years later we then had a wee girl who will be 8 next week. Been trying for another baby on and off now for 6 months and it's just not happening. Sometimes we aren't even intimate for weeks, whats the point?

Hes now not interested in spending time as a family anymore. I feel like a single parent. 😢