I've been suppressing my 'birthing fears' but this closer I get to July the more I get freaked out about my c-section. Right now I can't get passed the idea of a catheter *shudders*. Seriously freaks me out.

I have a small cervix, a baby measuring a bit big, and gestational diabetes, vaginal birth is looking unlikely as I progress. And I'm just so scared of the actual 'getting him out' no matter what the method (FTM).

I could use some stress alleviating stories or tips. TIA