My fiance and i found out a month ago that i was pregnant im a little worried. i have a disabled son named matthew who was born july 10th 2013... Two years later i conceived my son. Zaiden he was supposed to be do april 3rd but sadly i had a still birth only two weeks before he was due to come home ..... But now my new fiance and i are having a baby i am 9 weeks and three days pregnant but i fear for my child ... I know god has full control over the out come buy i just want a healthy baby boy or girl .... Idk what to do or feel im scared to get attached to my child growing in me i know that sounds hard but loosing a child is much harder and i am traumatized by it tbh ...any advice ladies ?