I started working at a daycare almost two months ago and ever since my first week I've had the absolute worst baby fever. Before this, I had never really been around kids before and was so intimidated by the idea of that it detured me from any maternal feelings I'd had the opportunity to experience. The only catch is I'm nineteen and struggling and I've only been with my boyfriend about a month. There's no logical or even sane way to talk to him about this and I feel so guilty because sometimes I cry afte sex because we use condoms and I know there was no way for me to conceive. I'm really freaked out about this and I want it to go away.