It was great until he asked me to be in a relationship. Now he was in college up North and I was in college down South, he was the college quarterback, he was extremely handsome (that smile will make a girl go crazy), and so ambitious. I thought oh a long distance relationship will never work because those girls are throwing themselves at him I'm sure so I turned him down. He told me how there were only athletes up there, but I stuck to my decision.

Now fast-forward years later (10 yrs to be a little more precise) and guess who I ran into at a party. There were no words, he walked up behind me while I was with friends, and we just stared at each other. It hit me that night that he was probably the love of my life (let it go if it comes back...yeah yeah that saying). I reached out to him through social media (which has kinda turned him into a man whore to chicks that don't know him) and it turned into "Grown man" crush (he sent a video msg😻). We have seen each other various times, had sex numerous times (omg the things you learn in a 10 yr span lol), and we still keep in touch. Neither one of us is attached to anyone btw. 

Here is my dilemma...we hardly talk, our convo has disappeared, and l really want to try something with him. When we are together...it's mind blowing...it's like no years have been lost. He has a child now, so I understand it may be difficult. He has moved away for a job opportunity that lasts 4months, but we still communicate through text, pictures, video...I really want to tell him how I feel but don't want to scare him away. What do I do? And I think that there may be a hidden punishment in there like karma for saying no so many years ago. I have never second guess my words or actions as much as I have now. I hate to think it, but has this ship sailed? 💔😰

What would you do?