I have been with my husband for 6 years. We have been married for a year. He's done his share of dirt. There looking back there were so many signs not to marry this man, but being a fool and blinded by love I ignored them all. I made the mistake in trusting him not to hurt but to protect me. I made the mistake in loving him so much more then myself. I made the mistake in losing myself in him and making him my whole world. I am no longer in love with him. Now he is trying to fix his mistakes but it may be to late. My trust issues with this man are so far gone. That I freak when he's late for work or when he's taking too long in the bathroom with his phone. I pray almost every night to find guidance. I've been with this man since I was 18 and we were off on when I was 16. I try to be happy and I try to fall in love again but I just can't. It's not that I don't want too Bc I truly do. Although I'm not in love I still have  love for him. 😔