Sometimes I think I should've been born a boy. I know I can transition to a boy and all that but I don't think I want to. I just see boys and wish I was one. For example I see chuck bass from gossip girl and wish I could be like him, a dark and brooding and mysterious handsome man. I wish I could woo and seduce girls. I have a boyfriend but I'm much more dominant than he is, inside the bedroom and out, and it seems silly but he's usually the one who sleeps in the crook of my neck, not the other way around. I like it better that way. I like being protective and territorial like an overprotective boyfriend.  Idk I just sort of wish I was a man.