Today is a bad day. I realized that I am coming up on the day last year when I tested and found out I was expecting and ten short days later I was losing... My heart aches I feel like I will die if I just can't replace what was lost. I know that probably sounds pitiful, but I just don't understand and I'm just really tired of trying and crying and the pain is unbearable and I try to move on, I would have a baby by now had I not MC. I just want to scream