2 guys it's complicated help
Ok so let me tell you about guy 1. We are both juniors and have been dating on and off for 2 and a half years. We fight a lot but also have great times together too. We're pretty much inseparable but he's also really controlling. We lost our virginities together like 2 years ago, and he was the first guy I ever kissed and everything. I think I still love him, but maybe not in a romantic way.
So guy 1 and I broke up after a huge fight (not unusual) and I hooked up with Guy 2. Guy 2 is a senior and I had been flirting for like months, and he asked me to hookup with him many times and I always said no when I was dating guy 1. So I literally had never kissed another guy in my entire life and I had sex with guy 2 in his car and tbh the sex was amazing. I liked it so much I did it again 2 weeks later. Then guy 1 asked for me back, and I felt like I had to be honest about having sex with guy 2. Guy 1 was understandably really upset but told me he still wanted me, because I clearly loved him since I went out of my way to be honest with him.
So guy 2 is graduating and moving away in 2 months. Guy 1 and I are spending a month together on a mission trip over the summer. I'm not a cheater and I don't want to be. I honestly want them both but I know I can't have that. Both guys know the situation and want me to pick. Guy 2 is actually being very nice about the whole thing.
So guy 1 and I just have a long history but there really isn't chemistry anymore, but leaving him is really hard. Guy 2 is not committed to me at all and we are just fuck buddies, but we're so attracted to eachother.
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