So I've been with my boyfriend for over a year now and he really wants to do anal. I love him and I'm willing to try it but every time we have sex I always feel like I have to poop. Is that weird? He put his finger in my butt one time and that was weird but I feel like that is nothing really like anal but I don't know. Also he is fairly large and blessed in the lower part of his body (If you know what I mean) and I feel like it's gonna hurt plus I heard if you do anal your butt hole starts looking weird and I kinda don't want that to happen so help!!😩