Birth control help 😞

Birth control is making me so mad lately... Anyone with any advice please let me know! So I originally went on birth control when I was 15 for "acne" lol at least that's what I told my mom! Okay so it was for its intended use with added benefits of low acne... It helped. But I went on vacation and accidentally forgot the pill when I was 18 and so I couldn't take it, then started up again when I got home, turned into a crazy bitch so I'm trying a new one. Have been for months and I'm now 19. My acne has never been worse. I'm so stressed I feel like this birth control is ruining my face and making me fat too! I can't do IUD's.. My husband and I ruled out that option for fertility reasons.. I'm high risk and don't wanna take chances when we try to hey pregnant. Any advice? Any new birth controls out there that are mild? That don't make me fat and give me acne 🙄🙄