Have been to the ER twice for severe constipation. I'm literally dying. First had an impacted rectum. The eventually had to do a procedure and clear me. Relief lasted exactly 12hrs before I'm constipated again and then with another impacted bowel within 24/48 hours. They are not doing to procedure this time because of the scars and pain from the last.

Ladies I'm seriously curled in a ball crying. I don't want to eat. I can't urinate without BM pain so I never have bladder relief. All the medication isn't working (fast enough). I'm permanently bloated with abdominal pains, rectum swelling/pain throwing up and from both morning sickness and no exit. I have never felt so dam helpless in my life. I don't feel like people understand the pain of starving while being full. The urge to go for relief but being rewarded with pain and no relief. I'm seriously about to snap. My sanity is gone. Ladies it's been 10 days without using the bathroom. 3 days without actually eating. 2 days I haven't left my house. And now I can officially say it's been 1 day since I've locked myself in the bathroom. I'm going to need the psychward.

I have 1 medication left to take but it could cause severe dehydration and harm to the baby. I almost drank the entire thing last night. I didn't but I literally went loony saying to myself. "Well if I pass out maybe the ER will actually do something." If I don't BM in 48 hours that medicine is the only other option besides invasive surgery.

I'm sorry it's all TMI. This is my 3rd child and omgoodness he/she is going to be a handful if I'm already going through this. Ladies pray pass on wisdon, judgement, pixie dust, whatever you have because I am seriously loosing my sanity over this. Gtg. Husband at the door again. I'm not coming out until I BM

PRAY I DO!!!!