Sigh...............

Told my husband I feel like a blob of cells today. 9 weeks pregnant and since I had some spotting after my papsmear we haven't had sex. Spotting has stopped as of 5 days ago. In fact our 2nd wedding anniversary was on the 4th and I had to beg to give him head just so I could feel better. I really just feel unattractive and like nothing I do matters anymore. Wish he would at least offer a backrub and squeeze my butt a little.