Hey everyone, I'm back again. And I need your advice on this, sister A (let's call her this) decided to skip out on sisters B's wishes to not flirt with the boys in her club. It usually becomes awkward when every guy in the club is interested in dating your sister and then the fallout afterwards when they break up. Safe to say I'm dissapointed in sister A for disrespecting sister B's wishes since she skipped out on coming home to flirt with the guys without having a backup plan to get home. Sister A doesn't have a car but can make those kinds of decisions since she's an adult.

However, I snuck a car ride back with sister B, she was fuming to say the least. Me to, since sister A decided to go flirt with guys and asked me to get past this hard part in a game for her. I got past it and sent a text to her to come home so we could see the next part together, but got a text from her saying we'd do it tomorrow and not tonight. Now, I'm not sure when sister B stormed off and left her behind, but I really hope it was before she saw my message, and not after. That would mean sister A disregarded the hours I spent getting past that difficult part for her, and since the game is on my computer, I'll have to redefeat the boss monster because the game freezes when it the computer goes to sleep.

Safe to say I'm really tired and a bit miffed by all of this.

So I agree with sister B, and say that Sister A dissapointed both of us tonight.

And you know what sister B says back to me?

"You can't be dissapointed, i mean, it's not like she promised you anything."

I know she doesn't get my gaming thing, but she completely disregarded my feelings, disrespected me, and told me to get over my hurt. That her feeling somehow trumped mine on the situation.

I told sister B to stop, let's not start anything. She rolled her eyes, and blasted the music she knows I hate.

Getting out of the car, I told her I expected an apology. That I know she doesn't understand that I like playing games, but I understand that. However, you ignored the part where I could be hurt that she chose to ignore your feelings on the matter. And I was severally dissapointed on this.

Here's what she said back, "Really! And you expect an apology? Any apology I'd give to you would be a half-assed one anyway. Literakky, It would mean absolutely nothing, so seriously, don't expect one." If you are having trouble finding the voice to use, think condescending and sarcastic.

Maybe I'm being to oversensitive about this. I should probably just step back and chalk it up to her being too emotionally on fritz, but this is a default tone for her. When I was placating her, she managed to find a way to turn it around and attack me. It's like saying screw you to the person that hugs you after a major emotional draining event.

I don't want to let her get away with treating me like this, I expect that apology. And if she doesn't deliver, I'm prepared to punish her the only way I can, by removing my emotional investment in her problems.

I can't afford to let my family treat me like crap, my depression seems to get worse and worse. I just don't have the energy anymore to deal with any of this long term.