So disappointed!

This is my 5th! IVF cycle , had a miscarriage after cycle number 3... This cycle started out well with 8 eggs in the retrival/ which I'd really high for me... And I was so optimistic this time... Today the clinic told me that only 3!!! Were fertilised!!!! Usefully almost all of our eggs get fertilised and things get screwed up later and we end up end up with just a few embryos. But now our starting point is just so low that I really think we are going to end up with none! I'm just do depressed and can't stop crying about it! And I'm loaded with hormones which just makes it so much worse! I don't know what to do and I just want to give up... This process sucks!