Ughhhhhh

Everyday before i go to bed i pray that tomorrow will be the motherfuckin day yall. I am soooo over this crap lol wth ive been giving up the vagina every other night and its not working, right after i feel hella pressure but no contractions. To make matters even worse i just cant seem to get off my ass to do anything except pee and make meals throughout the day however i am walking just as much as im screwing which isssss not that often. I am 34+4 this is baby number 2 and next week i get my first cervix check and probably my last ultrasound on monday at the doc. I pray to God they give me great news. I had a csection with my first so i may have to have another lets hope they grant me the opportunity to schedule. Anybody Feel me? Ya feel me? Come on ladies lmaoooo. Im 5ft even and 243 lbs ny little body is being cruuuushed.