Meh :(

Feeling really fed up. Went for my booking appointment yesterday. I already knew I was slightly over weight but that now means I have a "complicated" pregnancy :( I have to have extra bloods done and take asprin along the way to help. I know it's all for the baby and that's ok but I just feel like I've let everyone down and if anything goes wrong it's because I'm over weight. I've always struggled with my weight but to be told thus is like a punch in the face :(