Today is my baby shower

The guest list had 36 people and I'm sure the ones backing out are the ones I personally listed. My friends are like me. Parties overwhelm us and we'd rather hide under the blankets with a book. We are what you call antisocial and introverts. I pray I make it through being the center of attention without hiding in the bathroom at least once. My fiancé understood I'm very nervous before he left to do man things. He attempted to make me feel better. My best friends are either preoccupied with family emergencies or work. Anxiety is not new for me. So now I shall go put on a brave face.