I am at my wits end, I have no more hope left in me, I must just accept the fact that God will not allow me to have children and give up my dream of becoming a mother. We have been trying for over a year, I know it's not that long but it has been so emotionally trying for me. My husband and I have both gotten checked out though regular physicals and at the fertility clinics. I have hypothyroidism and one possibly blocked tube. I have been on clomid for the past three months. The first month I didn't see a positive OPK till day 18 on 50mg of clomid. Last month I never got a positive OPK so we didn't get to do the <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> that was on 100mg of clomid. This month I am on day 15 still haven't seen a positive OPK on 100mg of clomid. I test in the morning and afternoon, I don't know what is wrong with my body. I had my blood tested last month they said I must have ovulated day 16. I am supposed to call today and get a blood test tomorrow. Iam worried I am going to miss my chance again this month. My insurance won't cover monitoring, which is probably the only way my ovulation can be detected. I am so frustrated and feel like everything is working against me. I should just take the hint and stop trying to force something that doesn't want to happen. After this month I am done. Done with <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> done with clomid done with testing my urine all the time, done with anything baby related. I just can't take anymore