TTC after drop.

Nya • Hi, I`m Nya and I`m currently TTC for baby # 2 (: so far it`s been a rough journey. Hoping to get my BFP soon.
I've been trying for a few months I know that's not too long but it feels like forever. I'm constantly beating myself up for taking depo in the first place. I had one shot after that I didn't receive anymore. I'm just getting really discouraged. Can anyone share their story about conceiving after birth control? Thanks ladies.