I work for an RTC 6 nights a week, a minimum of about 55 hours a week, and the thought of not working is really stressing me out. Like I don't want to be at work, but I'm going to miss the chaos, my co-Worker's, and the money that I make. I don't feel financially prepared to stay home, but I know that I will need time to recover, bond with my son, learn how to be a mother to a newborn, and honestly just find another job because my current position and employer is not family friendly at all.