Most women love going to the doctors while pregnant... I mean we get to see or hear our little babies heartbeat! What could be better than that! It's the most magical sound in my world but I dread going to the doctor... The entire week leading up to it is miserable for me as fears of my previous miscarriage resurface. I'm petrified that I will go to this 10 weeks scan and my baby will have something wrong with him/her or maybe he won't be there anymore 😢 the last ten weeks have been amazing! My husband and I have a happiness about us that I never thought possible! But I'm all to familiar with the feeling of that happiness being ripped from my grasped and I don't know if my heart will survive it again... Trying to stay positive that I will once again hear the most amazing sound in the world in just two days! ☺️ praying for our rainbow as always.