Woke up wth painful contractions since 4:30 am about 3 minutes apart- went to L& D around 7am and they continued. I was only 1 cent. and not progressing much.  The contractions started to subside to about every 5 minutes and only got to about 1.5 cent.  The dr gave me the option to go home and try to wait things out or stay there and see what happens and they can help move hints along.... In the moment being scared I chose to come home.  Now I'm here and so upset bc I want my baby to be here so bad. Now I'm barely having any contractions and feel like I lost my chance to see him anytime soon 😔