Help ladies plz X

Chelsea • 26 years of age.💕 Miscarried January 2016 👼🏼💔 Baby boy- 31st Dec 2016💙
First test I toke 4 days before my period is due and second 3 days before my period is due.  This is supposed to be two straight lines- one in each window. Baring in mind that the test said to take it the day i'm due on. I know I should of waited to take the second one but I can't help but feel so anxious about the pregnancy as I recently lost my last. I just need to know this is real !!! Do you ladies think this is a definite no no ! ? 😩😔