Just why god? Why?

For god sake, why we "women" have to deal with all of this where men just watch us crying, feeling pain, and can't help. I'm so tired of waking up feeling nauseous, can't eat and even if I wanted to eat can't make that simple discussion: what can I eat?
Feeling tired, sleeping all day. Couldn't attend my exams. When this going to end. I feel if this pregnancy went well till the end and we got a healthy lovely baby that might be the one and only one.
Can't imagine taking the discussion to pass through all this shit again. I don't know if I am feeling that way because I am emotional due to the pregnancy as well. I've never thought this will be this hard. I feel like I hate myself and everything right now sorry but can't help it. Just want it to end :(
Need your prayers.