Starting life

Victoria • Almost 20 engaged to the most amazing man. Just trying to get by.
You know I have come to love this app and being able to share things I can't on my Facebook because friends and family can see what I have to say. I enjoy the feedback I get because it helps me. I just turned eighteen a few weeks ago and I'm already getting ready to move away from my parent to live in the same city as my boyfriend and college. I don't know if I am 100% ready to leav but things have happened so I have to. After being together 25 years my parents are separating. My mother doesn't feel the love and found someone else but my father is broken. It has been four almost five months since this was decided yet we all live in the same house. We are trying to sell the house but I have to move first so my room can be staged. I'm having a hard time with my parents split. I have my boyfriend and friends that k talk to and they help me but I just wanted to share this. I am about to start a life on my own and I'm not sure if I am ready. That's a lie. I know I'm ready I'm just scared. I guess I have to do all of this afraid. Thankfully my parents love me and I have a support system when I move to the new city. I guess everything works out how it needs to. I just wish life would have left my parents together.