All of us here are sailing in the same boat all we want is just those 2 lines on the HPT and v are doing everything for it spending money on ttc stuff which we could rather spend on a dress or may be a lunch, BDing on fertile days so desperately inspite of all the tiredness, waiting in the 2ww that everyday in those weeks looks like a burden and all we look for are symptoms to such an extent that no matter what we do this is the only thing which is there in our minds all the time and every normal thing becomes a symptom.... i pray for those lines everyday i pray for a healthy child everyday someone who doesnt exist so far.... m sorry im really getting emotional im getting vvfl since the last 2 days with no symptoms at all its scaring me... ive seen the thing i have been praying for since the last 6 months but they arent becoming darker my husband doesnt see this line... m in alot of pain my legs are cramped up fully my pelvic is hurting my vagina gets so hot at times that i get so uncomfortable... m due tomorrow after all this i cant face it not this cycle not in the next 9 cycles.... please pray for me girls.

M really sorry for such a long post i just spoke my heart out