TTC after miscarriage (9months TTC)

Ariel
I am feeling so depressed. I've tried to tell myself everything mentally (we're just trying for fun, it'll happen when God decides, etc) but still nothing. I scheduled an appointment to see my OB because I think something may be wrong with me. My MC was natural so I didn't have a D&C. But I did have a ultrasound after my MC and everything was normal. So I'm confused as to why I haven't gotten pregnant yet. Usually it takes me no time to get pregnant. With my son it took 3months of really trying and with my 2nd pregnancy we didn't try at all. I'm just feeling so helpless. Especially since everyone around me seems to
be getting pregnant so easily.