Just venting...

Kyleigh • 23, and a mommy to 2 beautiful baby girls! Avery London born May 5th, 2016 💕 Makayla Rhae born May 27th, 2018 💕
I'm currently 38w2d and I'm too the point to where everything is hitting me all at once. I'm just emotional and depressed. Dealing with the same constant issues with my babies father, losing friends left and right, my mom always traveling an hour to go stay at her boyfriends house who she's constantly bending over backwards for. Sitting here spending my night crying is not what I wanted to do and especially in front of her and she doesn't even say anything...just gets up and gets in the shower. All I wanted was her tonight and to spend time with her but clearly other things are more important. I seriously just want my daughter here but it's obviously not happening anytime soon and being only 1cm dilated for the passed 2 weeks. Nothing is working and I'm just breaking down. I just don't know how much more I can take before I completely lose it!