I just can't take it anymore!!!

I'm 39 Weeks and 1 day, and I know I still have time, but I've been having early labor contractions for a week now that are inconsistent, but are becoming increasingly more painful. I get some so painful I can't breathe, but I know if I go in to L&D they will just send me home because they are not being productive and I'm not progressing... I'm so tired, and I just want to have my baby... And I swear if one more person asks me when I'm going to have my baby or points out how huge I am... I might just swipe my own membranes... I just want to have my baby already... I'm tired of waking up and getting on Facebook to see that someone else has had their baby... I waited 2 years, and grew to think it would never happen, and then when it did it felt like it just flew by, and now this last week has me feeling like I'm never going to get to have her... I'm just so tired of waiting, and being asked when I'm due or being told that there are bets out for this or that date... I'm just really tired of it all... I just want to go to sleep and not wake up until she is here because I just can't handle waiting anymore... How has anyone been able to do this multiple times? I'm seriously thinking about not having good anymore kids after this... I loved being pregnant, but the anticipation seriously makes me so depressed... I just want to hold my baby...