That feeling again💔👼

Mr
Currently 8wks4d after 4mcs.....nausea and headaches are gone, I don't feel pregnant anymore. Last time I felt like this was in November when I heard the bad news that my baby had stopped growing at 7wk1d. I don't know if I'm just being paranoid or if I'm loosing this baby too. I'm very sad, angry, disappointed, and scared. And to make everything worst I have to wait until Thursday afternoon for an ultrasound 💔I'm heartbroken and needed to vent 😞thank you all for taking the time to read