๐Ÿ˜“๐Ÿ˜“ first round failed

anon โ€ข ๐Ÿคซ
So feeling down today. Going into month 17 of ttc#1.
Af came as scheduled, and i am so over trying now, that's the first round of clomid failed.
What else could i possibly be doing to make this happen???ย 
I feel like giving up. Business/timed sex, anxiety, clomid side effects, tracking, vitamins, worrying..... All a wonderful part of ttc and i cant face this anymore. It's too much. I think it'll ruin my marriage.ย 
God, I feel so useless.
Sorry for my whiny rant xxx